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On Christmas Day

本文发表在 rolia.net 枫下论坛...

Nicole Kidman said recently, ‘ My parents have married for 40 years. To have your partner 40 years down the track, I would like that. I would be pretty old then. But to have someone holding your hand that you have known for that long, that would be nice. ’

I have always respected Nicole. This stunning woman, after the humiliation brought her by her husband’s divorce from her, has lived through and stood on her right in film industry. Most important of all, she still believes in love.

I remember her speech on the night when Oscar was awarded to her. She said, ‘ my whole life, I have wanted to make my mom proud of me…’ Her mother has every right to be proud of her, for her talent, her beauty and her brave character.

But I don’t know if my mom will be proud of me. Having lived for so many years and being at an age of a mature women, I am still at a loss about where I am going. Not having a career, with no family of my own,
my life has been a meaninglessness so far. I have always been proud of my mother. At my age, she was already a loving and caring mother of two. She has always been a wonderful wife to my father and a perfect mother to us all. I have longed to be like her if I will become someone’s wife from a very little age, but love has been so far away from me, now I am not sure if I will ever be able to enter into marriage at all.

On this Christmas day, I am as happy and unhappy as any human being can be. Agony and ecstatic, they are two parts of life and there is no way to escape. I am not an emotional person and I am not sentimental at all. But life gets too depressing sometimes and you feel like to scream. I have admired Virginia Woolf for her courage to end her life, to walk into deep waters, and to watch the world with no one knowing her existence, but I cannot do it. To live is the highest responsibility of life for me. Most of all, I love life, regardless of its pain.

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  • 枫下拾英 / 心情随笔 / On Christmas Day
    本文发表在 rolia.net 枫下论坛...

    Nicole Kidman said recently, ‘ My parents have married for 40 years. To have your partner 40 years down the track, I would like that. I would be pretty old then. But to have someone holding your hand that you have known for that long, that would be nice. ’

    I have always respected Nicole. This stunning woman, after the humiliation brought her by her husband’s divorce from her, has lived through and stood on her right in film industry. Most important of all, she still believes in love.

    I remember her speech on the night when Oscar was awarded to her. She said, ‘ my whole life, I have wanted to make my mom proud of me…’ Her mother has every right to be proud of her, for her talent, her beauty and her brave character.

    But I don’t know if my mom will be proud of me. Having lived for so many years and being at an age of a mature women, I am still at a loss about where I am going. Not having a career, with no family of my own,
    my life has been a meaninglessness so far. I have always been proud of my mother. At my age, she was already a loving and caring mother of two. She has always been a wonderful wife to my father and a perfect mother to us all. I have longed to be like her if I will become someone’s wife from a very little age, but love has been so far away from me, now I am not sure if I will ever be able to enter into marriage at all.

    On this Christmas day, I am as happy and unhappy as any human being can be. Agony and ecstatic, they are two parts of life and there is no way to escape. I am not an emotional person and I am not sentimental at all. But life gets too depressing sometimes and you feel like to scream. I have admired Virginia Woolf for her courage to end her life, to walk into deep waters, and to watch the world with no one knowing her existence, but I cannot do it. To live is the highest responsibility of life for me. Most of all, I love life, regardless of its pain.

    ...更多精彩文章及讨论,请光临枫下论坛 rolia.net
    • I love to be on the road travel, u?
    • I also had some depressed past. When I moved on and I found my powerful potential. So never underestimate yourself. Cheer up.
      • Thanks. You are very nice.
    • Well writen MM. I also have my depressing time and experience after landing in Canada, but look up, there are still silver edge around the grey cloud. Cherish what you have and work hard on what you want!:-)
    • go dig a hole, waster some energy. your mom is proud of you anyway.
    • 写的很感人, 这样细心的女人没有好男人爱惜,是男人的损失喔。。好在rolia 上有这么多得人在倾听,你应该可以高兴了。 再者说,人为订的过节的日子与平常的日子本身也没有大不同,无人相伴是一种风景,太多固然不好,没有也是遗憾